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prince charming ?
be more punctual
money money and money!
canon digital camera
get my hair a new colour
a new plushie 28"- 30"
a watch
Moschino Glamour Eau de parfum
ANNETTE BFF
OPSS
OPSS memories
benson
calvin
jing hang
kaixin
kianmeng
madeline=)
manxing
mavis
minggui
nash
nizzam
sharlini
vincent
xiangyun=)
wanyee=)
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yongpoh
diyao
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geraldine
dedy
joshua
chinteck
derrick
luvy
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winson
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zoe aka no.3
julia aka no.4
jogina aka no.5
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Cyclops
Azura
nigel
afiq
E44E'09
vanessa
jasminn
E35R'08
khairul
cheryl
ris
jiaxi
natalia
priscillia
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rachel
marKcus
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siokzhen
shaheedah
riya
kinwai
suaidah
benjamin
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sandra
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angelia
kathleen
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pearlyn little sis
meiqian aka cousin
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benson
calvin
jing hang
kaixin
kianmeng
madeline=)
manxing
mavis
minggui
nash
nizzam
sharlini
vincent
xiangyun=)
wanyee=)
weijie
yongpoh
diyao
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RP student Union
CAMPUNI
debbie
geraldine
dedy
joshua
chinteck
derrick
luvy
desmond
winson
CAMPUNI-cassies
karenn aka no.2
zoe aka no.3
julia aka no.4
jogina aka no.5
SEG FOC
Cyclops
Azura
nigel
afiq
E44E'09
vanessa
jasminn
E35R'08
khairul
cheryl
ris
jiaxi
natalia
priscillia
W24P'08
kelly darling
rachel
marKcus
lina
siokzhen
shaheedah
riya
kinwai
suaidah
benjamin
Sembawang Primary School Peeps
sandra
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angelia
kathleen
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pearlyn little sis
meiqian aka cousin
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Wednesday, June 28, 2006
updates
right..just updated some pictures in my pictures collection..
go and take a look at it if u want to.
i am beginning to think that i look ugly...
i don't know why...
i reall y don't understand why every person have 'flaws' .
i hate my 'flaws'.
i didn't went to school yesterday and today.
it seems like every term at least i have never gone to school.
haha...i am physicially weak you know...
and also mentally 'weak' (emotions).
haha
secondary 3 camp is today.
and i didn't go.and i don't wish to go.
and i am still wondering where to find updated chinese songs for my blog...
argh
recently got to know a maple brother in maple..and he's 12 this year...
he's quite nice...
and i am now in orbis!!! OH MY GOD..
and i am like only lv 23...
right.shall stop here from now...dad's gonna reach home with my lunch...
go and take a look at it if u want to.
i am beginning to think that i look ugly...
i don't know why...
i reall y don't understand why every person have 'flaws' .
i hate my 'flaws'.
i didn't went to school yesterday and today.
it seems like every term at least i have never gone to school.
haha...i am physicially weak you know...
and also mentally 'weak' (emotions).
haha
secondary 3 camp is today.
and i didn't go.and i don't wish to go.
and i am still wondering where to find updated chinese songs for my blog...
argh
recently got to know a maple brother in maple..and he's 12 this year...
he's quite nice...
and i am now in orbis!!! OH MY GOD..
and i am like only lv 23...
right.shall stop here from now...dad's gonna reach home with my lunch...
Saturday, June 17, 2006
depressed
i feel so rejected...
feel so depressed.
since things come until like that,miust as well can cancel this programme.
i feel so sorry for2 of my friends...s******* and m******..
it seems like noone is able to talk to me
noone is able to give me happiness ,give me joy and laughter.
i just really hope this thing won't happen in my birthday party.
I REALLY HATE THE FEELING OF BEING REJECTED!
right now ,i just really hope that my life will stop..
i am sorry S*****.
i am sorry M*
WHO IS REALLY MY TRUE FRIEND???
i really don't know..
can someone please tell me???
it just seems to me that some of my friends are just slowly drifting farther and farther away from me..
maybe i am just selfish..
ormaybe i just hate to see my friends always hanging outwith other people...
i am not referring to you....my best friend.
it just seems to me that most of my friends' all also have their own group of friends.
maybe i should go for counselling..or maybe i should not...
right now i just wish to be in a dark corner and cry
feel so depressed.
since things come until like that,miust as well can cancel this programme.
i feel so sorry for2 of my friends...s******* and m******..
it seems like noone is able to talk to me
noone is able to give me happiness ,give me joy and laughter.
i just really hope this thing won't happen in my birthday party.
I REALLY HATE THE FEELING OF BEING REJECTED!
right now ,i just really hope that my life will stop..
i am sorry S*****.
i am sorry M*
WHO IS REALLY MY TRUE FRIEND???
i really don't know..
can someone please tell me???
it just seems to me that some of my friends are just slowly drifting farther and farther away from me..
maybe i am just selfish..
ormaybe i just hate to see my friends always hanging outwith other people...
i am not referring to you....my best friend.
it just seems to me that most of my friends' all also have their own group of friends.
maybe i should go for counselling..or maybe i should not...
right now i just wish to be in a dark corner and cry
Friday, June 09, 2006
tired
TODAY IS ZAIZAI'S 25th BIRTHDAY!!!
haha...
yea....
my leg's in pain....like what i typed in my msn...
yesterday went out with samantha and charmaine .met samantha at northpont ocbc first then went over to chramaine's house.then we first went to plaza singapura and saw many op students.bought some zaizai's stuffs at plaza singapura.oh...i also bought some stuffs for my darling....FLUFFY.
then went to city hall,city link and walked.didn't bought anything there.after that went to marina square,where i spotted alot of things.finally went to bods.bodynits....spotted something there...then also went to inbase-samuel n kelvin'astroboy'baleno..etc.spotted a jacket and a bag there...then samantha say wanyee saw us...mmm...then went to ripcurl and bought a pink waterbottle and wallet .then also bought famous amos laater on...and then went to sasa and bought my waterproof mascara and blusher.
later on,we left and i took a different train to aljunied to my mum's working placemy dad came ad fetch us later then we went to bugis...and i showed my mum the bag i spotted at samuel and kelvin...but she say it isn't nice....sob...hmm..then we just walked around and bought some stuffs...
talking about my leg,my leg's pain because i wore heels...imagine u going out walking from about 12 noon till 9 plus at night....obviously your leh will be pain and tired...
and the funnny thing was when i reached my house corridor
.and i really couldn't stand it..so i took out my heels and jusy walked alll the way back in front to my door....haha...and my neighbour saw!
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
U BITCH
damn it...
my mood's changed all because of you...you B****!
do finish the things also doon't know how to automatic go and keep the things.
U DON'T EXPECT ME TO KEEP ALL THIS THINGS RIGTHT???
i really hate you...
sometimes i reallly hope that either you or me don't exist in this world at all...
pissed off.
I HATE YOU!
my mood's changed all because of you...you B****!
do finish the things also doon't know how to automatic go and keep the things.
U DON'T EXPECT ME TO KEEP ALL THIS THINGS RIGTHT???
i really hate you...
sometimes i reallly hope that either you or me don't exist in this world at all...
pissed off.
I HATE YOU!
...
ohoh...and 2 MORE DAYS TO ZAIZAI'S birthday...
haha~
kind of miss madeline..haha..don't ask me why...
huimin told me say she also miss madeline..haha
i can't wait for tomorrow~yea!
going out with samantha and charmaine...shopping~haha...
but i think i am gonna control myself cause i am going out with samantha.
not like going out with xiang yun or madeline...haha
wonder what madeline's gonna buy for me...
yesterday went to marina square with my family and tried the chocolate fountain thingy...it's heavenly..haha
bought nail polish and other cosmetic stuffs.
i have gotta buy a new mascara...it's almost 6 months since i last bought a mascara already...haha...and a new blusher too...right now,have to use my mum's one as a standby...
i know how to use liquid eyeliner already..haha and i am happy about that...
i am feeling happy now...after talking to annette about all stuffs on sunday...i am feeling soo much happier now...and also after talking to ying shi on sunday...
hmm...maybe i should talk more...haha...
can't wait for tomorrow..yea....
shopping~
huimin told me say she also miss madeline..haha
i can't wait for tomorrow~yea!
going out with samantha and charmaine...shopping~haha...
but i think i am gonna control myself cause i am going out with samantha.
not like going out with xiang yun or madeline...haha
wonder what madeline's gonna buy for me...
yesterday went to marina square with my family and tried the chocolate fountain thingy...it's heavenly..haha
bought nail polish and other cosmetic stuffs.
i have gotta buy a new mascara...it's almost 6 months since i last bought a mascara already...haha...and a new blusher too...right now,have to use my mum's one as a standby...
i know how to use liquid eyeliner already..haha and i am happy about that...
i am feeling happy now...after talking to annette about all stuffs on sunday...i am feeling soo much happier now...and also after talking to ying shi on sunday...
hmm...maybe i should talk more...haha...
can't wait for tomorrow..yea....
shopping~
Monday, June 05, 2006
yea!!!
yea!!!I have bought my creative mp3 player already!!
the model is creative zen vision:m.
i initially wanted to buy the pink one but the person say they nv sell that colour...maybe the creative main office then have...so i just bought the green colour one.it initially costs $599...but now cost $499 only...yea...
fluffy is getting more cute this days...he will come and wake me up...or now he will come and find me if i am in my room...i really love him alot...yea..hahax
yesterday was fun...
first went for tuition.then later went to white sands to meet jing hang,ying shi,ming gui,aloysius,yong zhen and man xing...then we took bus to pasir ris park...then,i ying shi,man xing and aloysius went roller-blading and the rest went cycling...i kept on screaming..haha...cause i want to like fall down or not i fell down..haha...on one of the falls,i 'bounced;first haha with my butt on the ground...man xing was there....and he saw it...another one was when i had some scratches on my knee...ying shi was there when i fell dwon..
then we took pictures...after 2 hours of roller blading,we went back to return the roller blades.then met wei shen...went to the beach after that and took more pictures.ming gui then went into the water looking as if she want to commit suicide like that...haha.
after that,we went to have our dinner.and then ..WE WENT HOME.
took a bathe then later played mahjong for about an hour then went to sleep affter that...
so damn tired yesterday..
tomorrow still have to go to school for biology lesson...haiz...
i luv~ music!
Saturday, June 03, 2006
i am bored
i am bored...
it seems that noone wants to talk to me...
everyone is busy with their own things.
and now my only partner is music~
and my darling fluffy.
did finish my chemistry holiday homework already...
will be attempting to finish up my maths holiday homework later..
now i am off to listen to songs and cleaning up upstairs of my house...
6 more days to zaizai's birthday~
it seems that noone wants to talk to me...
everyone is busy with their own things.
and now my only partner is music~
and my darling fluffy.
did finish my chemistry holiday homework already...
will be attempting to finish up my maths holiday homework later..
now i am off to listen to songs and cleaning up upstairs of my house...
6 more days to zaizai's birthday~