unconditionally.

Saturday, March 31, 2007

THIS POST DOESN'T REFER TO ANYONE WHOM I KNOW OR WHATSOEVER.
IT'S JUST MY COMMENT.

ANIMAL ABUSE JUST SUCKS.
after doing research on animal abuse-dog fighting
and ms lee showing us the bull fighting pictures and video clip of racoons being skinned alive for their fur.
i hate those people so much!
especially the dogs! it's so cruel to force them to fight against another dog.
and if the dog lost,some of the 'owners' wil ljust leave themm alone to die after fighting with injuries.
racoon video is just so gruesome.
though i didin't watch 98% of it.
it made me cry when i 'watched' it.
damn guys just continue making fun of my dog after that
GUYS S***!
i mean guys! not all those gentleman.
i am not a sexist from what one of my friends comment.
it's just that why can't GUYS stop making fun when they already know that tha particular person is just sensitive towards it?!
talking about s** is alright
but sometimes i just couldn't listen.
F***ING PEOPLE.
not even people that are my friends make me angry.
sometimes even some people who are close to me make me feel f***ing angry.
like what i am feeling now.

*I DON'T NEED A MAN*
this song sang bythe pussycat dolls is just most suitable for me
*RUMORS*
sang by lindsay lohan is also one song.
*BIG GIRLS DON'T CRY*
by fergie

annette's right.
this is my blog.
i can post whatever i want
i couldn't always restrict myself with so many things or else there will be many things cooped up within me.
people may have comments toward what i do and say from now on.
but i don't care
i don't wish to be a 'goody' or EASY BULLY person anymore.

i love all those people who have been nice to me.
like annette ,samantha ,shiyi and so on...
they help me alot.

Labels: sometimes listening to a particular song will tell you how you are feeling now

Saturday, March 24, 2007

basically this blog is for me only to write out my feelings.
cause noone reads my blog.
maybe only annette and some of my friends.
but they don't really go to my bog anyway.
and i am tired of asking people to go to my blog anymore.
i find it as if i am seeking for attention.

i am just a nobody in people's eyes.
i have to fight for my own future from then on.
mr low's really a nice person.
yesterday talked to me and my mum,telling me not to give up.
he mentioned that he remember i am always seen with madeline...and o level stuffs
but what make me like mr low is what he told me.
parents meeting session yesterday.
mum went to see ms foo and ms koh
both were concerned about my health and results...blar blar...
i need more self discipline!
i have to prove myself that i am able to do it!

i don't care what people will say about me from now on.
i won't reply any calls or messages when i am studying from now on.
i have alreadt said myself clear to some of my friends
hope that this will continue and i won't be shaken down
breaking down and throwing tantrums is just a way of hiding myslef.

i don't care whenther this 'friend' of mine will ever talk to me again .

thank you ren hui for renning me on thursday.and some of my classmates.
school just makes me feel sick.

Monday, March 19, 2007

this is stupid.
imagine yourself getting sick every week!
i am so gonna miss alot of stuffs at school
with rehearsals missing my remedials,and not going to schools.
this is sure a bad year for me

last friday went to town with some teachers to get our heels and boots
some of us left early cause we've got tuition
damn angry thing that happened last friday was that i wasdozing off during my tuition and my stupid tuition teacher saw and later on she seemed to instruct me to do all things!
i feel like crying at that point of time cause i was DEAD TIRED and still having tuition!
and i was pratically outside from morning to night!
when i reached home,i went to took a bathe ,ate a few mouth of food and went to sleep
and it was just 9 plus!
that's practically how tired i am.
normally i would sit down on the sofa and watch tv then go to sleep.
but that day's an exception

last saturday was madeline's birthday,
went to marina square ALONE all the way till i meet up with samantha and madeline at pan pacific.
ate at pizza hut with them and sharlini.rH,vincent,chew and kian meng
and vincent made me call him korkor!
which i don't feel comfortable since i don't always call korkor to people
then sharlini's mother drove me and rH home.
her mother's nice. =D

yesterday cried a number of times.
in the morning,i lied to my tuition teacher that i had runny nose but in fact i cried.
me and annette got new pair of earrings .
went home to prepare to go to mediacorp to watch renci charity show
cried once again and throwing tantrums at home.
i don't think anyone would believe what i've done at home.
my room was in a mess.
i think i may have to get myself new wardrobe.
luckily,my mum only got home after i calm down.
then later mum fetched annette and ming you.
mediacorp's theatre is rather small.
sat at the front just 3 rows behind my regularly visted temple's shifu.
and it was thanks to him that we can go to watch the charity show.=D
and vincent(not that vincent 'korkor') said he was looking for me on tv when we were msging each other.lol
i looked so fat on tv and i laughed when everyone was supposed to be sad.
it isn't my fault!i was laughing cause i looked fat on tv!
but i cried after that when reverend mingyi was doing his stunt!
reached home around 1 am plus when that was i was suffering from a HEAD BREAKING headache.
it was so pain till i feel like banging my head.
and i cried once again.

and that's the reason why i didn't attendmy first day for term 2 at school today!
i feel that i am such a cry baby.and iwonder is it becauseof i creid then i got sick again cause i alwasy fall sick after that!

stay strong sabrina!!

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

finally managed to watch finish winx club season 2 in youtube.
what sky said to bloom is just so sweet~!

weather's freaking bad nowadays.
yesterday got fever(combo) .
went to see the doctor with daddy at yishun.
doctor say that my condition is almost the same as my sister.
cause she passed it to me!

recently always listen to my current posted song in my blog now.
sang by Jesse McCartney

Because You Live
by Jesse McCartney
Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back
Like a wake-up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know, what I didn't know
[Chorus]
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
It's all right, I survived, I'm alive again
Cause of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use
If you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes
[Chorus]
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help
Because you live, girl (you live)
My world (my world) has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live
Because you live, there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me
Always
[Chorus]
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world (my world) has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help
Because you live, girl (because you live)
My world has everything I need to survive
Because you live, I live, I live

i don't have the song.i just found it online.
so ANNETTE or whoever has this song, SEND TO ME THE SONG PLEASE!!!

oh.and i realised that my primary school teacher,mr francis tan has a blog.
hmmm,maybe someday i will go vist him back mat my primary school thought i don't really like my primary school now.
so ASKA family! if u are reading this post, hope that we will organise one day to vist our '60 plus year old ' MR TAN!

i am also listening to some more english songs like
some call it magic -By Raven
walking in sunshine -By Katrina...
anywhere but here - By Hilary Duff (I THINK)
rumours -By Lindsay Lohan

so if anyone have this songs,can send to my email? please???
though i know my blog aren't popular among my friends...
:(

Saturday, March 10, 2007

sore throat's killing me.
nowadays always follow up on 7pm show at channel u.
though some people don' t think it is nice.
i still like it.

yesterday had sports day at school.
i didn't do much,basically just walking around supporting my classmates and screaming like mad.
the dance maranthon was funny cause of chubbychubby!(aka nizzam)haha.
tearchers were like talking about nizzam when they were doing the dance maranthon.
our class who participated were madeline,vincent,clarissa,sabrina ter and last but not least teddy bear/pooh bear/chubbychubby!
lol.jing jie was like laughing like hyena when i said nizzam was like a teddy bear doing the maranthon.
and halfway went to hang up the banner.
which i and madeline HELPED to do from thursday till 6 plus evening when school was about to close.and wake up early yesterday to go to school to finish up.
in the end,we didn't win. but at least we did our best.
and kian meng said that that was the best banner he had ever done in this 5 years.
though after that is not mostly he did.
overall our class were the 2nd in my level.
cause of the caterpillar race and floorball which got champion in sec4/5 level.
after sports day went home to bathe and went back to school cause of op bazaar.
in the end,wasted my 5 dollars.
and heard ms soo ,and mr low sing.
that's all for yesterday

and happy birthday chen min!
thurs was interrnational women's day.and also fan-tastic's birthday.
my class guys sang burthday song for her.in the bus.haha
hope that samantha don't mind me writing in this post
later gonna have chinese tuition.
i hate chinese now!
cause of this chinese tuition which made me feel depressed.
if there's a choice,i would drop chinese.
i know i am a chinese,but at least i know my basics
and i won't need to study chinese after this year since i din't intend to go jc.

anyway,this march holiday isn't a holiday AT ALL.
hope all ends faster after this year.
i must remind myself to stay positive!

AND WHO COULD TEACH ME HOW TO PUT IN SONG FOR MY BLOG WITHOUT USING IWEBMUSIC?!!!!


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IT'S JUST MY COMMENT. ANIMAL ABUSE JUST SUCKS. after doing research on animal abuse-dog fighting and ms lee showing us the bull fighting pictures and video clip of racoons being skinned alive for their fur. i hate those people so much! especially the dogs! it's so cruel to force them to fight against another dog. and if the dog lost,some of the 'owners' wil ljust leave themm alone to die after fighting with injuries. racoon video is just so gruesome. though i didin't watch 98% of it. it made me cry when i 'watched' it. damn guys just continue making fun of my dog after that GUYS S*! i mean guys! not all those gentleman. i am not a sexist from what one of my friends comment. it's just that why can't GUYS stop making fun when they already know that tha particular person is just sensitive towards it?! talking about s is alright but sometimes i just couldn't listen. F*ING PEOPLE. not even people that are my friends make me angry. sometimes even some people who are close to me make me feel fing angry. like what i am feeling now. I DON'T NEED A MAN* this song sang bythe pussycat dolls is just most suitable for me RUMORS sang by lindsay lohan is also one song. BIG GIRLS DON'T CRY by fergie annette's right. this is my blog. i can post whatever i want i couldn't always restrict myself with so many things or else there will be many things cooped up within me. people may have comments toward what i do and say from now on. but i don't care i don't wish to be a 'goody' or EASY BULLY person anymore. i love all those people who have been nice to me. like annette ,samantha ,shiyi and so on... they help me alot. Labels: sometimes listening to a particular song will tell you how you are feeling now 10:17 AM · Saturday, March 24, 2007 basically this blog is for me only to write out my feelings. cause noone reads my blog. maybe only annette and some of my friends. but they don't really go to my bog anyway. and i am tired of asking people to go to my blog anymore. i find it as if i am seeking for attention. i am just a nobody in people's eyes. i have to fight for my own future from then on. mr low's really a nice person. yesterday talked to me and my mum,telling me not to give up. he mentioned that he remember i am always seen with madeline...and o level stuffs but what make me like mr low is what he told me. parents meeting session yesterday. mum went to see ms foo and ms koh both were concerned about my health and results...blar blar... i need more self discipline! i have to prove myself that i am able to do it! i don't care what people will say about me from now on. i won't reply any calls or messages when i am studying from now on. i have alreadt said myself clear to some of my friends hope that this will continue and i won't be shaken down breaking down and throwing tantrums is just a way of hiding myslef. i don't care whenther this 'friend' of mine will ever talk to me again . thank you ren hui for renning me on thursday.and some of my classmates. school just makes me feel sick. 1:31 PM · Monday, March 19, 2007 this is stupid. imagine yourself getting sick every week! i am so gonna miss alot of stuffs at school with rehearsals missing my remedials,and not going to schools. this is sure a bad year for me last friday went to town with some teachers to get our heels and boots some of us left early cause we've got tuition damn angry thing that happened last friday was that i wasdozing off during my tuition and my stupid tuition teacher saw and later on she seemed to instruct me to do all things! i feel like crying at that point of time cause i was DEAD TIRED and still having tuition! and i was pratically outside from morning to night! when i reached home,i went to took a bathe ,ate a few mouth of food and went to sleep and it was just 9 plus! that's practically how tired i am. normally i would sit down on the sofa and watch tv then go to sleep. but that day's an exception last saturday was madeline's birthday, went to marina square ALONE all the way till i meet up with samantha and madeline at pan pacific. ate at pizza hut with them and sharlini.rH,vincent,chew and kian meng and vincent made me call him korkor! which i don't feel comfortable since i don't always call korkor to people then sharlini's mother drove me and rH home. her mother's nice. =D yesterday cried a number of times. in the morning,i lied to my tuition teacher that i had runny nose but in fact i cried. me and annette got new pair of earrings . went home to prepare to go to mediacorp to watch renci charity show cried once again and throwing tantrums at home. i don't think anyone would believe what i've done at home. my room was in a mess. i think i may have to get myself new wardrobe. luckily,my mum only got home after i calm down. then later mum fetched annette and ming you. mediacorp's theatre is rather small. sat at the front just 3 rows behind my regularly visted temple's shifu. and it was thanks to him that we can go to watch the charity show.=D and vincent(not that vincent 'korkor') said he was looking for me on tv when we were msging each other.lol i looked so fat on tv and i laughed when everyone was supposed to be sad. it isn't my fault!i was laughing cause i looked fat on tv! but i cried after that when reverend mingyi was doing his stunt! reached home around 1 am plus when that was i was suffering from a HEAD BREAKING headache. it was so pain till i feel like banging my head. and i cried once again. and that's the reason why i didn't attendmy first day for term 2 at school today! i feel that i am such a cry baby.and iwonder is it becauseof i creid then i got sick again cause i alwasy fall sick after that! stay strong sabrina!! 12:03 PM · Tuesday, March 13, 2007 finally managed to watch finish winx club season 2 in youtube. what sky said to bloom is just so sweet~! weather's freaking bad nowadays. yesterday got fever(combo) . went to see the doctor with daddy at yishun. doctor say that my condition is almost the same as my sister. cause she passed it to me! recently always listen to my current posted song in my blog now. sang by Jesse McCartney Because You Live by Jesse McCartney Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart It's the end of the world in my mind Then your voice pulls me back Like a wake-up call I've been looking for the answer Somewhere I couldn't see that it was right there But now I know, what I didn't know [Chorus] Because you live and breathe Because you make me believe in myself When nobody else can help Because you live, girl My world has twice as many stars in the sky It's all right, I survived, I'm alive again Cause of you, made it through every storm What is life, what's the use If you're killing time I'm so glad I found an angel Someone who was there when all my hopes fell I wanna fly, looking in your eyes [Chorus] Because you live and breathe Because you make me believe in myself When nobody else can help Because you live, girl (you live) My world (my world) has twice as many stars in the sky Because you live, I live Because you live, there's a reason why I carry on when I lose the fight I want to give what you've given me Always [Chorus] Because you live and breathe Because you make me believe in myself When nobody else can help Because you live, girl My world (my world) has twice as many stars in the sky Because you live and breathe Because you make me believe in myself When nobody else can help Because you live, girl (because you live) My world has everything I need to survive Because you live, I live, I live i don't have the song.i just found it online. so ANNETTE or whoever has this song, SEND TO ME THE SONG PLEASE!!! oh.and i realised that my primary school teacher,mr francis tan has a blog. hmmm,maybe someday i will go vist him back mat my primary school thought i don't really like my primary school now. so ASKA family! if u are reading this post, hope that we will organise one day to vist our '60 plus year old ' MR TAN! i am also listening to some more english songs like some call it magic -By Raven walking in sunshine -By Katrina... anywhere but here - By Hilary Duff (I THINK) rumours -By Lindsay Lohan so if anyone have this songs,can send to my email? please??? though i know my blog aren't popular among my friends... :( 4:42 PM · Saturday, March 10, 2007 sore throat's killing me. nowadays always follow up on 7pm show at channel u. though some people don' t think it is nice. i still like it. yesterday had sports day at school. i didn't do much,basically just walking around supporting my classmates and screaming like mad. the dance maranthon was funny cause of chubbychubby!(aka nizzam)haha. tearchers were like talking about nizzam when they were doing the dance maranthon. our class who participated were madeline,vincent,clarissa,sabrina ter and last but not least teddy bear/pooh bear/chubbychubby! lol.jing jie was like laughing like hyena when i said nizzam was like a teddy bear doing the maranthon. and halfway went to hang up the banner. which i and madeline HELPED to do from thursday till 6 plus evening when school was about to close.and wake up early yesterday to go to school to finish up. in the end,we didn't win. but at least we did our best. and kian meng said that that was the best banner he had ever done in this 5 years. though after that is not mostly he did. overall our class were the 2nd in my level. cause of the caterpillar race and floorball which got champion in sec4/5 level. after sports day went home to bathe and went back to school cause of op bazaar. in the end,wasted my 5 dollars. and heard ms soo ,and mr low sing. that's all for yesterday and happy birthday chen min! thurs was interrnational women's day.and also fan-tastic's birthday. my class guys sang burthday song for her.in the bus.haha hope that samantha don't mind me writing in this post later gonna have chinese tuition. i hate chinese now! cause of this chinese tuition which made me feel depressed. if there's a choice,i would drop chinese. i know i am a chinese,but at least i know my basics and i won't need to study chinese after this year since i din't intend to go jc. anyway,this march holiday isn't a holiday AT ALL. hope all ends faster after this year. i must remind myself to stay positive! AND WHO COULD TEACH ME HOW TO PUT IN SONG FOR MY BLOG WITHOUT USING IWEBMUSIC?!!!! 11:42 AM ·