unconditionally.

Sunday, June 29, 2008

sometimes i envy those friends of mine who have a wider social circle.
i have great friends too but i somehow still feel that i lack of something.
envy?jealous?
i don't know.
somehow i think some things that i do nowadays is so fake.
it's like i don't know how to say it.
like seeking for something?

my sis made me emo last night.
argh
but i'm okay now.

novena square today after temple.

and my sis and i are on A DIET!
eat healthily and exercise!

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soonT
he hardest thing to do is say bye bye

Labels: 19 days.dedicated to my one and only fluffy

Saturday, June 28, 2008

so i left earlier from school yesterday.
celebrated shaheedah's birthday in class and planned to give her a surprise.
she had to do a few silly forfeits.
and it's damn funny.

one forfeit is that she have to go to a few classes and say 'i am a pregant clown and my birthday is on sunday and this is my birthday forfeit'
went back to orchid park sec sch to collect my graduation cert and saw the current principal and mr goh,chem teacher in the general office.

came to know that we came at the wrong time.haha.they were having councillor meeting with other schools yesterday.haha

jumping jacks

demo on how she shit.haha

singing a song

escorting pregant balloon sha to other classes

class 1

class 2

not forgetting meeting madeline after that at cityhall.

carls junior for lunch/dinner,topshop(for fun) and watching 'wanted' at marina square
i really miss sec sch friends.

and yes.we all have changed in some way.

'wanted' is NICE.

been watching alot of movies this month

more pics and proper post will be done tomorrow.

Labels: my blog is sooo damn popular now with uninvited readers

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

TOPSHOP!!!

and i bought this top

and GF bought this green dress

yoshinoya and mrt pictures

before

after

i'm eating veggies =)

and i tilted my head while playing

camwhorer-there's more.but i shan't post it

they are the ones who made our legs in pain.hahaha

pon-ed school today with mother's permission.
sounds like i am a mummy's girl eh.
but ya,so i went out with my GF today.
she came over to my house first and helped me with putting on falsies(eyelashes)
and ya,my eyes looks bigger again.
walked along the streets at orchard and something happened =x
went to town and bought a top from topshop.
took pictures and talk...
and it was the first time ever since i took pictures of a smiley face of mine after fluffy left
still editing pictures taken in process.
so HANG ON AND WAIT BFF!

Friday, June 20, 2008

and i wanna watch this upcoming movies
1)10 promises to my dog
2)Hancock
3)Meet Dave

and also penelope!

went to catch a movie just now with godbro and sis at cwp
'get smart' starring anne hathawaya and others.she's pretty =)
culture and aesthetics module today -respect
only team to do presentations
the rest did debate
and it was boring.no offence

yesterday left school early after first meeting
woodlands library with some of my classmate and kelly's bf
then meet chenmin at bishan and watched 'don't mess with zohan'
too much sexual humour
cannot take it.i would only grade 2/5.
but kelly say it is nice.only 'horny' people like her will like this movie
haha.
went to bishan library and home.

and i am talking to bff now =)

Labels: i still miss fluffy

Thursday, June 19, 2008

i need to lose weight.
at least 3kg.
i need a jogging partner.
jogging alone isn't a good thing.
TO ME!

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

i really seriously need a breather.
things aren't happening to what i want.
so many things have happened.

and i am not going for the opus concert anymore,mini family constraints

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

it's been a week since fluffy left us.

BUT I'M REALLY FINE NOW.

maybe not fully,but at least able to talk more and smile a lil more now=)

REALLY REALLY REALLY THANKS TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO SHOW CONCERN TO ME!!

so,school has started and i think i gonna do badly.

but my classmates are still as fun as b4 =)

gonna go back OPSS to collect my testimonial next friday with madeline and man ting.

and HOPE TO SEE CHARLOTTE!

anyone wants to accompany me to go to NUS and watch my sec sch band concert on sunday?starts at 7pm =)

annette's gonna be the mc and charlotte's gonna perform!

so ya,msg me or msn me if anyone wants to go.

Friday, June 13, 2008

i'm still missing you fluffy

this is the first time i ever cried so much.consecutively for 2 days.

and yesterday and today,i wanted to cry,but tears just couldn't come out from my eyes.

i'm trying hard to be strong ,

i can barely smile as i used to be before.

mum suggested to go watch movie today to relax .

watched kungfu panda.

it was funny but i couldn't laugh just a slight smile.

i need more time

well,i thought of changing my blog url.

Thursday, June 12, 2008

rest in peace.my darling fluffy

i'm feeling alot better now.
at least i didn't cry when i just woke up this morning.
i had a dream about me carrying fluffy last night,but when i wke up,i relaise that i was hugging my bolster.
i cried.the pain is there.
mum said that during our prayers for fluffy last night,she saw fluffy moving around happily and then walked away
i'm glad to know that he received our prayers for him.and i am going to continue to do that.

thanks madeline,nizzam,BFF ,xiangyun and chenmin
and all those not mentioned people.
i'm really glad to know that u guys are concerned about me.

Labels: i will always love u fluffy