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geraldine
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lina
siokzhen
shaheedah
riya
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Saturday, July 30, 2005
just feel like going away for good!
sometimes,i seriously hate you...and at the period of time when i hate you,i alway feel like going away for good...and also wonder why your appearance made my life so bad...and i also always find ways to harm you...
but,come to think of it,at some times i can't bring myself to do so,cause you somehow sometimes also helped me.and i can only like sabotage you when i can't bring myself to do other things which are far more worser than sabotaging(dunno whether spelling is right).another reason why i can't bring myself to do those things is because ,i have the responsibility and you are related to me...and i like you...not LOVE YOU!I LOVE DADDY AND MUMMY!BUT I DO NOT LOVE YOU!so sometimes whe you ask me,who i like better,annette,zaizai or fluffy,i can't tell you the answer or i lied to you saying that you are better cause you are closely related to me...
i like you and i hate you too...but i hate you more than i like you.that's a problem...if you ask me in percentage,i would say i like you is 40% and i hate you is 60%....isn't that a problem?i mean lik i said..you are CLOSELY RELATED TO ME..REAL CLOSE.but yet....haiz...and that's why i always try to come home as late as i can cause i don't feel like seeing your face,once i see your face,somehow,i can easily get angry...but when mummy's at home i will control and keep it inside my heart and vent my anger by throwing things or lock myself in my room and cry...i also hate you for always sticking in your head into my business out of nowhere....don't you konw that you are SOOOOO DAMN RUDE?!and people will get angry?!can't you just use your brain to think that if someone sticks his or her head into your affairs like noone's business?won't you feel irritated?!unless you have a coconut brain and can't think this logically.
i know that now i am bad-tempered and gets angry easilt at home....but if you don't always come and irritate me...will i flare up?!just stay out of my affairs and just do your own things!your attitude really SUX!
alright....i know i have changed.i became more violent at home and will throw my book or my clothes and other stuffs for no reason.and i now think that my character now which i rarely show to people and my character outside is like a character in,'chen ling' which is acted by my most fave idol,zaizai,but it is not because of zaizai that i thik my character is like that.i seriously think that i am beginning to look like 'chen ling''s character.
haiz...i am changing...i am changing to another person.and it seems like things are getting out of hand with YOU!i can't tell mummy and daddy the problems mostly about YOUR PROBLEMS cause they had already a business problem to worry about and i know that daddy and mummy wants us to keep out and stop making them worry for us....i mean just simple instructions like telling you to take a bath and you take sooo long to enter the bathroom,and sometime i need to threaten you by telling mummy that you haven't bathe and then you will go take a bath.i mean can't you see we are now having problems?!and mummy wants me to take care of you and all that....cause i am your elder sister!
i do not know how long i could bear with your this character....i hate it!
but,come to think of it,at some times i can't bring myself to do so,cause you somehow sometimes also helped me.and i can only like sabotage you when i can't bring myself to do other things which are far more worser than sabotaging(dunno whether spelling is right).another reason why i can't bring myself to do those things is because ,i have the responsibility and you are related to me...and i like you...not LOVE YOU!I LOVE DADDY AND MUMMY!BUT I DO NOT LOVE YOU!so sometimes whe you ask me,who i like better,annette,zaizai or fluffy,i can't tell you the answer or i lied to you saying that you are better cause you are closely related to me...
i like you and i hate you too...but i hate you more than i like you.that's a problem...if you ask me in percentage,i would say i like you is 40% and i hate you is 60%....isn't that a problem?i mean lik i said..you are CLOSELY RELATED TO ME..REAL CLOSE.but yet....haiz...and that's why i always try to come home as late as i can cause i don't feel like seeing your face,once i see your face,somehow,i can easily get angry...but when mummy's at home i will control and keep it inside my heart and vent my anger by throwing things or lock myself in my room and cry...i also hate you for always sticking in your head into my business out of nowhere....don't you konw that you are SOOOOO DAMN RUDE?!and people will get angry?!can't you just use your brain to think that if someone sticks his or her head into your affairs like noone's business?won't you feel irritated?!unless you have a coconut brain and can't think this logically.
i know that now i am bad-tempered and gets angry easilt at home....but if you don't always come and irritate me...will i flare up?!just stay out of my affairs and just do your own things!your attitude really SUX!
alright....i know i have changed.i became more violent at home and will throw my book or my clothes and other stuffs for no reason.and i now think that my character now which i rarely show to people and my character outside is like a character in
haiz...i am changing...i am changing to another person.and it seems like things are getting out of hand with YOU!i can't tell mummy and daddy the problems mostly about YOUR PROBLEMS cause they had already a business problem to worry about and i know that daddy and mummy wants us to keep out and stop making them worry for us....i mean just simple instructions like telling you to take a bath and you take sooo long to enter the bathroom,and sometime i need to threaten you by telling mummy that you haven't bathe and then you will go take a bath.i mean can't you see we are now having problems?!and mummy wants me to take care of you and all that....cause i am your elder sister!
i do not know how long i could bear with your this character....i hate it!
Thursday, July 28, 2005
just to update
it has been 4 days since i last went online...so long never update...and right now...i don't have any thing to do so thought of updating my blog...
had muscle aches early in the morning ...should be due to yesterday's napfa test..the 5 stations..cause i remembered i exerted alpt of strength during stand broad jump.
history test was bad ...i didn't manage to finish the last question...and i didn;t study for my history test! all because of ONE CALL...hahaz...i don't think she will know ...hahaha...hm...then had design and technology.mr goh asked me why my book holder is the letter E .and then i said it is for my dad...then he said what i very fillial daughter ,my dad is very lucky to have me as her daughter..hahaz..then he asked me why never make one for my mother and said that he could give me another one to make for my mother...and of course! i......DON'T WANT! i make the book holder for my dad because i now recently then know that he had done alot..alot..alot of things just to make money for our family...and i simply love him! my mother says that he is now the one who is pampering me! hahaz..cause last time when my family had a maid...i and my sister normally pampered alot...then my father said that he don't want us to be too pampered and now we are old enpug to take care our self so no need to have maid...and then now he is the one who is pampering me! haha....i like it of course...though he is quuite naggy at some times...but i know that he do this because he cares about me...
then after school,supposed to stay back for literature project..in the end.xaing yun went for dance practice and i ,madeline and wei jie went for art rock cafe...sec 3 students had therir napfa test today so supposedly there was no duty for art rock cafe but then in the end we three went to open the shop...
i think that's all for today...maybe want to change blogskin again..very tired now...
had muscle aches early in the morning ...should be due to yesterday's napfa test..the 5 stations..cause i remembered i exerted alpt of strength during stand broad jump.
history test was bad ...i didn't manage to finish the last question...and i didn;t study for my history test! all because of ONE CALL...hahaz...i don't think she will know ...hahaha...hm...then had design and technology.mr goh asked me why my book holder is the letter E .and then i said it is for my dad...then he said what i very fillial daughter ,my dad is very lucky to have me as her daughter..hahaz..then he asked me why never make one for my mother and said that he could give me another one to make for my mother...and of course! i......DON'T WANT! i make the book holder for my dad because i now recently then know that he had done alot..alot..alot of things just to make money for our family...and i simply love him! my mother says that he is now the one who is pampering me! hahaz..cause last time when my family had a maid...i and my sister normally pampered alot...then my father said that he don't want us to be too pampered and now we are old enpug to take care our self so no need to have maid...and then now he is the one who is pampering me! haha....i like it of course...though he is quuite naggy at some times...but i know that he do this because he cares about me...
then after school,supposed to stay back for literature project..in the end.xaing yun went for dance practice and i ,madeline and wei jie went for art rock cafe...sec 3 students had therir napfa test today so supposedly there was no duty for art rock cafe but then in the end we three went to open the shop...
i think that's all for today...maybe want to change blogskin again..very tired now...
Friday, July 22, 2005
i hate madam yang wenli! i hate my school life!
next week already have sooo many tests still want to give us tests...siao...then next week got 8 tests!
where can i find the time to study?! then next week also having napfa test...after school..how to study for the tests?
so next week i am going to suffer ....most probably get angry eadily at home....cause of these 8 tests! the rules only say that for lower secondary,no more then 5 tests one week and now...NEXT WEEK HAVING 8 TESTS!!!!
Oh ya...today is racial harmony day...and the school like never celebrate at all lor...only show one performance....not fun at all...
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
invasion!`
invasion at school!!!!!!!!!
yupz...now at school..updating my blog.....sitting beside sammy ,who is playing games now....
it is chinese period now and mdm yang wenli allows us to do whatever we wants in CR4...
sitting opposite me is xiang yun and madeline....
mmm...to ying shi...I NOT EATING FAMOUS AMOS COOKIES NOW! hahaz....
invasion shall stop here...
yupz...now at school..updating my blog.....sitting beside sammy ,who is playing games now....
it is chinese period now and mdm yang wenli allows us to do whatever we wants in CR4...
sitting opposite me is xiang yun and madeline....
mmm...to ying shi...I NOT EATING FAMOUS AMOS COOKIES NOW! hahaz....
invasion shall stop here...
Sunday, July 17, 2005
excahnge of phones
nothing much happened today...
sick in the morning....down with a flu...ate flu medicine...
went to tuition later on...after tuition ...i and annette exchanged our phones for one day...and will exchange back our phones tomorrow...
reached home....ate bread for lunch...i so poor thing..hahazz...sick already only eat bread...nah,actually wanted to cook scramble eggs but dunno that no more eggs ...and is CHICKEN EGGS! so ate bread for lunch.
now smsing ...and now then i know annette's phone very difficult to sms! haha...her phone is alright la...also have camera...maybe because i used to it smsing using my own phone...
damn bored now...sister not at home, went to ndp with sch mates. parents working and i can't go out with my friends...RESTRICTED! only me,fluffy and my goldfishes..haha..still got ...can't see one...wooo~haha i am crazy...seriously crazy....nah..i can't see anything about that la...but i know they are here...haha...i guess noone dares to come to my house anymore...hahahaha....
just treat it as i am talking nonsense...
i wanna get sick! haha...i don't want to have PE on tuesday!!!!!!!
sick in the morning....down with a flu...ate flu medicine...
went to tuition later on...after tuition ...i and annette exchanged our phones for one day...and will exchange back our phones tomorrow...
reached home....ate bread for lunch...i so poor thing..hahazz...sick already only eat bread...nah,actually wanted to cook scramble eggs but dunno that no more eggs ...and is CHICKEN EGGS! so ate bread for lunch.
now smsing ...and now then i know annette's phone very difficult to sms! haha...her phone is alright la...also have camera...maybe because i used to it smsing using my own phone...
damn bored now...sister not at home, went to ndp with sch mates. parents working and i can't go out with my friends...RESTRICTED! only me,fluffy and my goldfishes..haha..still got ...can't see one...wooo~haha i am crazy...seriously crazy....nah..i can't see anything about that la...but i know they are here...haha...i guess noone dares to come to my house anymore...hahahaha....
just treat it as i am talking nonsense...
i wanna get sick! haha...i don't want to have PE on tuesday!!!!!!!
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
cool performance
had p.e lessons for the first two periods at school today,and it was torturous!
first we did the warm ups,then sit ups,then standing broad jump....
standing broad jump was funny...two funny things happened during the standing broad jumop activity....
1)when valerie was ready to jump...hahaz...her postion...her actions...so damn funny....her facial expression also...i know i am bad ...i am like saying bad things about her..but...you should really see how she did it!and the most surprising thing is she managed to do it well...oh ya..and i seriously don't like her...she so damn --------....ok...i am not that good after all...hahaz...
2)when madeline was preparing to jumo for the second time...all the girls were like asking her to scream...cause she can't do it(because of some reasons)(but in actual factshe can actually do it)
and ya the torturous part of p.e lesson,the jog! must jog around the whole school 4 rounds! and mr goh was behind teling us to continue jogging all those if not punishment sit ups and jumoing jacks..i tell you at that point of time my heart is like anytime going to have heart attack lor! stupid mr goh...hahaz....but mr goh is actually all right la...is just tHat at that point of time i dislike him...now ok already...
and ya...miss soh didn't came to sch today...so no pastoral care lessons.
today's assembly! damn cool and nice! cause got band from taiwan...so cool! and got one part when i and samantha heard the song title...we both said 'woa' together and laughed alot....well most of time i dunno why i will always laugh with samantha...but enough of that ....hmm,oh then got one part got one percussionist play until like soooo cool and professional...that part of the performance very nice...and also when the taiwan band played 'the phantom of the opera'....i knew that all that was from 'the phantom of the opera' but samantha only knew the first part ..haha...cause i've watched the vcd!
then after school went to eat pizza at with madeline.samantha,xiang yun and chen min... all of them ate hawaiian pizza only i ate manhattan pizza which was actually seafood...the pizza was quite nice....but however i still prefer pizza hut...but this pizza was also nice....at least better than some pizza THAT I HAD ATE BEFORE....then eat finish went back home....
first we did the warm ups,then sit ups,then standing broad jump....
standing broad jump was funny...two funny things happened during the standing broad jumop activity....
1)when valerie was ready to jump...hahaz...her postion...her actions...so damn funny....her facial expression also...i know i am bad ...i am like saying bad things about her..but...you should really see how she did it!and the most surprising thing is she managed to do it well...oh ya..and i seriously don't like her...she so damn --------....ok...i am not that good after all...hahaz...
2)when madeline was preparing to jumo for the second time...all the girls were like asking her to scream...cause she can't do it(because of some reasons)(but in actual fact
and ya the torturous part of p.e lesson,the jog! must jog around the whole school 4 rounds! and mr goh was behind teling us to continue jogging all those if not punishment sit ups and jumoing jacks..i tell you at that point of time my heart is like anytime going to have heart attack lor! stupid mr goh...hahaz....but mr goh is actually all right la...is just tHat at that point of time i dislike him...now ok already...
and ya...miss soh didn't came to sch today...so no pastoral care lessons.
today's assembly! damn cool and nice! cause got band from taiwan...so cool! and got one part when i and samantha heard the song title...we both said 'woa' together and laughed alot....well most of time i dunno why i will always laugh with samantha...but enough of that ....hmm,oh then got one part got one percussionist play until like soooo cool and professional...that part of the performance very nice...and also when the taiwan band played 'the phantom of the opera'....i knew that all that was from 'the phantom of the opera' but samantha only knew the first part ..haha...cause i've watched the vcd!
then after school went to eat pizza at
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
i am siao
went out with ying shi and chen min today....
first went to sun plaza to watch and it is like i second time watching it!haha...people may say that i am crazy ,waste money to watch for the second time....but is really nice!first time went to watch is with xiang yun at junction 8....
k...let me write when we were at sun plaza....met chen min and ying shi at 12.30 at the entrance of sun plaza....and phew!didnt see any of my ex-classmates...then went to buy tickets and then went inside the theatre...and the theatre is like soo little people lor...and that time was already about 12.45 and the show is about to start at 12.50...
then watch finish le went to causeway point to buy my things and take neoprints....
first stop is at popular ,i went to buy my maths book and graph paper and a looney tunes file.oh ya and when we were at popular.i showed to ying shi which is cinderalla and sleeping beauty...people who were sitting around me on friday should know....next stop,mini toons.i bought dalmation dog plasters ,winnie the pooh plasters and mickey mouse plasters..haha...didn't saw the princess collections one..third stop supposed to be printing club but changed to mini bits....bought earsticks at mini bits then last stop the printing club...so damn squeezy lor...don't believe ask chen min or ying shi...hmm...then took neoprint already then decided to go home cause haven't do finish english homework and need to study student companion
escorted chen min to the bus stop then i and ying shi went back by mrt...
then when reach sembawang already,went to sun plaza again to buy somethings...then i bought garfield plaster at watsons..haha...it seems like i bought lots of plasters today...and it is all cartoon! haha....i am not kiddish...THERE'S A CHILD IN EVERYONE!that's what kids central said..and is not that i purposely watch kids central..is my sister who watched it! and i was grooming for fluffy ad waiting to go out a that time...so DON'T MISTAKEN ME!
that's all for today...and yay!today's youth day!
first went to sun plaza to watch
k...let me write when we were at sun plaza....met chen min and ying shi at 12.30 at the entrance of sun plaza....and phew!didnt see any of my ex-classmates...then went to buy tickets and then went inside the theatre...and the theatre is like soo little people lor...and that time was already about 12.45 and the show is about to start at 12.50...
then watch finish le went to causeway point to buy my things and take neoprints....
first stop is at popular ,i went to buy my maths book and graph paper and a looney tunes file.oh ya and when we were at popular.i showed to ying shi which is cinderalla and sleeping beauty...people who were sitting around me on friday should know....next stop,mini toons.i bought dalmation dog plasters ,winnie the pooh plasters and mickey mouse plasters..haha...didn't saw the princess collections one..third stop supposed to be printing club but changed to mini bits....bought earsticks at mini bits then last stop the printing club...so damn squeezy lor...don't believe ask chen min or ying shi...hmm...then took neoprint already then decided to go home cause haven't do finish english homework and need to study student companion
escorted chen min to the bus stop then i and ying shi went back by mrt...
then when reach sembawang already,went to sun plaza again to buy somethings...then i bought garfield plaster at watsons..haha...it seems like i bought lots of plasters today...and it is all cartoon! haha....i am not kiddish...THERE'S A CHILD IN EVERYONE!that's what kids central said..and is not that i purposely watch kids central..is my sister who watched it! and i was grooming for fluffy ad waiting to go out a that time...so DON'T MISTAKEN ME!
that's all for today...and yay!today's youth day!