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Oh hello. I am Sabrina and I am turning 18 this year. Shopping, Friends, Animals and Chocolate are my favorite things.

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face the world with more optimism
prince charming ?
be more punctual
money money and money!
canon digital camera
get my hair a new colour
a new plushie 28"- 30"
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Saturday, July 30, 2005
just feel like going away for good!

sometimes,i seriously hate you...and at the period of time when i hate you,i alway feel like going away for good...and also wonder why your appearance made my life so bad...and i also always find ways to harm you...

but,come to think of it,at some times i can't bring myself to do so,cause you somehow sometimes also helped me.and i can only like sabotage you when i can't bring myself to do other things which are far more worser than sabotaging(dunno whether spelling is right).another reason why i can't bring myself to do those things is because ,i have the responsibility and you are related to me...and i like you...not LOVE YOU!I LOVE DADDY AND MUMMY!BUT I DO NOT LOVE YOU!so sometimes whe you ask me,who i like better,annette,zaizai or fluffy,i can't tell you the answer or i lied to you saying that you are better cause you are closely related to me...

i like you and i hate you too...but i hate you more than i like you.that's a problem...if you ask me in percentage,i would say i like you is 40% and i hate you is 60%....isn't that a problem?i mean lik i said..you are CLOSELY RELATED TO ME..REAL CLOSE.but yet....haiz...and that's why i always try to come home as late as i can cause i don't feel like seeing your face,once i see your face,somehow,i can easily get angry...but when mummy's at home i will control and keep it inside my heart and vent my anger by throwing things or lock myself in my room and cry...i also hate you for always sticking in your head into my business out of nowhere....don't you konw that you are SOOOOO DAMN RUDE?!and people will get angry?!can't you just use your brain to think that if someone sticks his or her head into your affairs like noone's business?won't you feel irritated?!unless you have a coconut brain and can't think this logically.

i know that now i am bad-tempered and gets angry easilt at home....but if you don't always come and irritate me...will i flare up?!just stay out of my affairs and just do your own things!your attitude really SUX!

alright....i know i have changed.i became more violent at home and will throw my book or my clothes and other stuffs for no reason.and i now think that my character now which i rarely show to people and my character outside is like a character in ,'chen ling' which is acted by my most fave idol,zaizai,but it is not because of zaizai that i thik my character is like that.i seriously think that i am beginning to look like 'chen ling''s character.

haiz...i am changing...i am changing to another person.and it seems like things are getting out of hand with YOU!i can't tell mummy and daddy the problems mostly about YOUR PROBLEMS cause they had already a business problem to worry about and i know that daddy and mummy wants us to keep out and stop making them worry for us....i mean just simple instructions like telling you to take a bath and you take sooo long to enter the bathroom,and sometime i need to threaten you by telling mummy that you haven't bathe and then you will go take a bath.i mean can't you see we are now having problems?!and mummy wants me to take care of you and all that....cause i am your elder sister!

i do not know how long i could bear with your this character....i hate it!